Friday, June 20, 2008
somehow, i wish to see that someone in the morning when i go to work again
but didn't got the chance. haha.
was sick during work, had flu. so i went back early to rest.
had 3 pierce chicken at kfc during lunch. was very hungry
cost me 10 bucks... heart pain... haha...
i went home and sleep for around an hour. woke up, prepare to go for my lesson
super stress... made a lot of mistake... must improve...
after that i went for my taekwondo training. was a bit late.
after the training, my teacher went on to talk about the kicking
he talk from 10 to about 11.20pm
when we were on our way to the train station
i was thinking, what if i see that someone again
omg... when the door was opening, i saw that someone friend
which i know, she lives at bukit gombak. so i went into the train with my
taekwondo friend. so he know who is that someone after i tell him. haha
anyway i got down from the train with that someone from the same door
and i still has a weird feeling... happy to see that someone, but weird weird
because my brain is telling me not to talk to that someone...
so when i reach the bus stop, that someone walked back home
looked at that someone back for a long time, the feeling at that point of time is
like i won't get to see that someone anymore
black shirt, white pants, white bag... walking away...
not even turning back... disappearing from my eyes...
when i got home, i msg that someone, saying we are still fated, i guess.
well, my brain tells me that that someone won't entertain that msg.
but i still send the msg, knowing that i won't get anything in return...
wondering what is that someone thinking now...
having said so much, i hope that i can get to see that someone again
so i can talk to that someone, hope that i have the guts to do it...
what's the point in talking to someone who never reply your msg, i was thinking.
do you know how's it like? to know that you are there, but you are not there
i've got you lock on in my sights!
12:19 PM
