Sunday, June 29, 2008
thought i just update it last few days?
haha... never write that someone because i never see her anymore
anyway, it was a wonderful day today, on sat.
hope it be a nice day tomorrow. haha
hey, anuty ($1.15)... i want to take a picture. haha. <- one of my wishes i think. haha
it will forever be in my memory, whatever that had happened
for the past few months. had a great time.
why am i feeling this way now? i don't know
can someone tell me why am i feeling this way
what should i do? feeling things that i have never felt before
a wonderful feeling.
yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift.
that's why it is call present.
let yesterday be history, for those unhappy stuff be forgotten
let tomorrow be a mystery. a mystery that is wonderful, something that i could ever wish for.
let today be a gift, a gift that will bright up my day and everyone's.
school starting soon, hope i can change into a better person
to do the things that i promise myself and not to think too much about other things
oh ya, finally going to change my bike brake lever in the next few days
should have changed it long time ago, but was short on money
well, i am always short on money... haha....
got too much things to buy. haha...
i've got you lock on in my sights!
2:00 AM
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
if you can't forget the past
then don't forget about the past
bury deep in your heart as one of your life time story
the quiet past will become a sustenance
you must know that you can't keep looking back
if you do, you will never improve
life is like molding clay
even when you made a mistake
you can start over again
i've got you lock on in my sights!
11:23 PM
Friday, June 20, 2008
somehow, i wish to see that someone in the morning when i go to work again
but didn't got the chance. haha.
was sick during work, had flu. so i went back early to rest.
had 3 pierce chicken at kfc during lunch. was very hungry
cost me 10 bucks... heart pain... haha...
i went home and sleep for around an hour. woke up, prepare to go for my lesson
super stress... made a lot of mistake... must improve...
after that i went for my taekwondo training. was a bit late.
after the training, my teacher went on to talk about the kicking
he talk from 10 to about 11.20pm
when we were on our way to the train station
i was thinking, what if i see that someone again
omg... when the door was opening, i saw that someone friend
which i know, she lives at bukit gombak. so i went into the train with my
taekwondo friend. so he know who is that someone after i tell him. haha
anyway i got down from the train with that someone from the same door
and i still has a weird feeling... happy to see that someone, but weird weird
because my brain is telling me not to talk to that someone...
so when i reach the bus stop, that someone walked back home
looked at that someone back for a long time, the feeling at that point of time is
like i won't get to see that someone anymore
black shirt, white pants, white bag... walking away...
not even turning back... disappearing from my eyes...
when i got home, i msg that someone, saying we are still fated, i guess.
well, my brain tells me that that someone won't entertain that msg.
but i still send the msg, knowing that i won't get anything in return...
wondering what is that someone thinking now...
having said so much, i hope that i can get to see that someone again
so i can talk to that someone, hope that i have the guts to do it...
what's the point in talking to someone who never reply your msg, i was thinking.
do you know how's it like? to know that you are there, but you are not there
i've got you lock on in my sights!
12:19 PM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
haven't post in quite a while
was busy working lately as most of my working friends went to
one of the malaysia island. wonder why they ask me to go alone. haha
maybe i should go to work earlier, so i won't see that someone. haha.
how can i be so lucky or unlucky, saw that someone last sat night when i was going home
saw that someone alight at yew tee, so we were on the same train from jurong east.
and i didn't notice until i got off the train. haha. guess that someone didn't notice me too.
actually i was thinking whether to talk to that someone when i saw that someone this morning
but in the end, i didn't know what to say. so i thought "let it be"
i forever won't know what really happened.
watching a new drama again, taiwan drama. haha. call summer x summer 熱情仲夏.
"when two hearts come together, they know for the first time the warmth of love"
the phrase i saw on the CD casing.
not bad, i am watching the last dise now. there's 4 dise altogether, around 3 hours each.
bought the CD for the show today. the song for the soundtrack was quite nice.
thought for a while whether i should buy or not. well, in the end my hand just took over. haha.
oh ya... haven't buy my friend present yet. still wondering what i should get for her. so how? marilyn, what do you really want? come on, give me some hint. haha
what a weird holiday i am having now. haha... boring for work, but fun for my driving lesson. haha.
this is what is in my mind
"it hurts me when i see you, knowing that i am not the one you want"
i've got you lock on in my sights!
11:51 PM
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
my cute little cousin baby, just 1 month old.
"i am eating, don't take pictures...."
"hey, look at me. i am cute!"
the door of the sky train, i got nothing better to do... haha...
went to changi airport to sent my sister off. she is going to japan today for 10 days, so jealous. want go japan also. haha...
the cycling event that i went yesterday. and it was the first time i had a major crash in my new bike. haha. i knocked onto the bike in front of me, i press both my front and back brakes. as my front brake was stronger, i flew out. nothing happened to me, weird right? haha... after that two bike came crashing into my bike. then i was like omg... scary... one of the guy that crashed into my bike, his wheel was stuck in between my pedal. didn't notice that at first. lucky me and my bike is ok, and i continue to cycle. went to find my working friends after my cycling event. when i was about to go home, my friend brother ask me whether i want to cycle with them or not.
i thought why not, since i am here. cycle until 12 plus, when i got home, it was way past 1am.
my new bike!! that cost my a bomb... my pocket has a big hole now... haha... just bought airplane mag that cost $19 each. wow... i am really broke now. haha.
i've got you lock on in my sights!
12:05 PM
my cute little cousin baby, just 1 month old.
"i am eating, don't take pictures...."
"hey, look at me. i am cute!"
the door of the sky train, i got nothing better to do... haha...
went to changi airport to sent my sister off. she is going to japan today for 10 days, so jealous. want go japan also. haha...
the cycling event that i went yesterday. and it was the first time i had a major crash in my new bike. haha. i knocked onto the bike in front of me, i press both my front and back brakes. as my front brake was stronger, i flew out. nothing happened to me, weird right? haha... after that two bike came crashing into my bike. then i was like omg... scary... one of the guy that crashed into my bike, his wheel was stuck in between my pedal. didn't notice that at first. lucky me and my bike is ok, and i continue to cycle. went to find my working friends after my cycling event. when i was about to go home, my friend brother ask me whether i want to cycle with them or not.
